It’s crazy but sometimes we get exactly what we wish for. The guy we always wanted is ours and it’s just so nice.
We had just agreed to not kiss and I had to lean in and kiss him, “just once,” I mumbled and then he did it again. We planned to stay just friends but friends don’t make out… normally.
The crazy thing is that I can feel that while we are still ourselves, we are both very different from who we were at this time last year.
So I guess everything changed on July 13, 2014 or maybe July 14. I don’t really know how that works if we were out until nearly 3 am. I’m exhausted but being in his arms I finally felt safe.
He loves me. I didn’t say it back yet though. I need time.